i'd always wanted to follow the 'do one thing each day that scares you' thing. i used to modify it, replacing 'day' with 'year' - yes, risk-averse, that's me. strangely enough, these past few weeks have been so full of 'scary things' that i'm actually learning to enjoy what i had actively avoided before.
so... at the tender age of 22, i am finally dating.
(needless to say, mom is very, very happy.)
i'm still thinking about how much of the specifics i want to divulge here... there are already quite a few goofy stories. it'd be nice to have them chronicled, if only to humor myself later when i'm a lady of luxury, sitting around by the pool. just kidding...?
definitely grateful for all the friends who are aware of my newest endeavor. i feel like i'm going into this with a team of consultants; i'm always able to turn to them for advice and more perspective, and it's very comforting. i guess that's the one good thing about starting really, really late, haha...
well, tonight's probably the scariest so far. maybe because i have the most hope for this one. he's awesome on paper and super friendly on the phone. i guess we'll see. (pleasebecutepleasebecute...!!)
Wednesday, August 13, 2008
Thursday, May 8, 2008
weird.
finally got a blog!
ok that exclamation is not as excited as it sounds. i honestly don't know how i feel about this.
i've actually been rather anti-blog. i'm uncomfortable with the fact that anyone could find this page. not that i plan to feature anything incriminating or embarrassing on it, but... i just like to have control. haha. my first instinct was to go to the settings tab and to make it so private that only i would be able to access it. but then there'd be no point. might as well create a password-protected word doc 'diary' instead. (oh wait, been there done that.)
so... i'm just going to try to let go and not care. extra-long hours on the job will lower my inhibitions, i'm sure. i want to be able to write candidly and not have to censor my thoughts. (may have to censor some names in the process, however...)
we'll see how long this lasts.
ok that exclamation is not as excited as it sounds. i honestly don't know how i feel about this.
i've actually been rather anti-blog. i'm uncomfortable with the fact that anyone could find this page. not that i plan to feature anything incriminating or embarrassing on it, but... i just like to have control. haha. my first instinct was to go to the settings tab and to make it so private that only i would be able to access it. but then there'd be no point. might as well create a password-protected word doc 'diary' instead. (oh wait, been there done that.)
so... i'm just going to try to let go and not care. extra-long hours on the job will lower my inhibitions, i'm sure. i want to be able to write candidly and not have to censor my thoughts. (may have to censor some names in the process, however...)
we'll see how long this lasts.
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